• Repeating a Tough Lesson 

    I got a little drunk last night. And by last night, I mean this weekend. And by a little, I mean a lot. I used to drink until my heart was content when I was younger. I was basically a weekend alcoholic, which in some ways, is just as bad as a regular alcoholic. I… Read more

  • A Little Peace and a Lotta Love 

    I finally talked to James (of the order of protection, broken window fiasco). We weren’t supposed to talk but after I cooled down from our fight, I missed not talking to him and I knew he wanted to talk to me so I reached out to him to see if he wanted to talk about… Read more

  • A Bit of a Phenomenon

    I saw Joe Sunday. It was maybe one of the best days yet. Not because he was more lucid  or made any leaps and bounds of recovery. It was because we spent five hours together without a break in contact. It’s nearly impossible for me to try to explain how I feel for him. Love… Read more

  • Happy resolution day

    I haven’t been one lately for resolutions. It’s more like I have intentions at the beginning of the year. I intend to eat better, I intend to work out more, I intend to enjoy nature more, I intend so many things. But if it doesn’t work out, I don’t beat myself up because I didn’t… Read more

  • My Top Three 

    I hung out with by big son the other night. That’s what I call him. What I mean is he’s my eldest son. The younger one is the big one as I cannot figure out how to make him stop sprouting up like a beanstalk. I don’t usually get any time with my oldest son.… Read more

  • Learning to Pray

    I’ve never been what anyone would consider a “religious” person. I basically subscribe to my own brand of spirituality. A little bit Catholic, a little bit Baptist, a little bit Buddhist, a little bit Rasta, a little bit of all the best of them. I know that’s not the way religion is supposed to work,… Read more