RouletteWeekend

@rouletteweekend
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  • All or Nothing

    It’s no big secret that I know a lot of people either in prison or who have been to prison. And I’ve always joked about people in prison finding Jesus.  I never really understood it and made jokes because that’s how I do when I’m uncomfortable or confused I guess. But I understand now. I… Read more

  • The Dark Side

    It’s been really hard for me to think about writing the last week. I always try to keep this blog upbeat and positive and happy. I try to keep it real life, but real life isn’t always upbeat and positive and happy. As I sit here in a puddle of tears, I was so proud… Read more

  • No Time to Cry

    Waiting for the Tennessee Department of Corrections to call me or answer my calls is kind of like trying to call Santa Clause in December. It’s almost like they don’t even exist. I spoke to someone the day before yesterday. I have been waiting on Joe’s doctor to call me back. I’ve even been waiting… Read more

  • My Untimely Death

    I always knew I had mental problems, but the following realization might take the cake. I was riding in the car today as a passenger and it dawned on me that I am a terrible passenger.  I’m nervous. More like actually fearful like when I watch a scary movie. I’ve never really been in a… Read more

  • Trying to be Positive

    Today was uneventful, uninsightful and overall disappointing on the Joe front. I called to check on him after finally finding out where he was. I talked to a social worker who was supposed to call me back with a status update, but that didn’t happen. I even waited patiently until the end of the day… Read more

  • Another Day Not at the Office

    I took the day off from work today. Well, actually, I went in and worked for about two hours before I realized I was too emotional and was not going to get anything accomplished. Plus work is no place to be emotional with your personal shit. I wouldn’t have been such a big bag of… Read more