• Cat Herding is My Calling

    As it turns out, my lifelong struggle of living in poverty and never being satisfied in a job have paid off. I started this new job almost a month ago. It will be a month on Friday and although it does stress me out at times, there is literally never a dull moment and, thus Read more

  • I Was So Confused 

    I spent the night with my coworker (kind of ex boyfriend-ish person) last night. He’s the one I’ve mentioned a time or two, most recently when I walked in on him in bed with another woman and had a crying spell (because I love him in an inexplicable way) .  We are past it now. Read more

  • The Notebook

    In an effort to soften my soul a tad and because my mom just got it, I decided to borrow her copy of The Notebook and have a movie night. I’ve seen the notebook many times before and every time I have cried. I thought maybe this time would be different because of my inability Read more

  • Almost Famous

    Most of my weekend was pretty uneventful. No men. No sex. My usual “therapy” session with my friend Crystal who is trying to figure me out and “fix” me. No partying. No going out. Just lazy weekend stuff. I woke up Saturday at 5:20 am because my son, Mel, had gone to an all night Read more

  • I’m Not an In-Betweener

    Someone said to me that I give too much too soon when it comes to relationships. When he said it to me, I knew it was constructive criticism, because I tend to be a “failure” in the traditional sense of relationships and I think in his own way, he was trying to help. Even though Read more

  • My Dirty Little Secret (Unboyfriend part III?)

    I went back and forth about even posting this because I go back and forth about this man on a regular basis. As you may recall from an earlier blog, I had stopped seeing my unboyfriend about 2 or 3 months ago. We’ve stopped before. Many times. For the last two years to be exact. Read more