• Therapeutic Unresolve

    Therapeutic Unresolve

    Flea Market Guy and I went to therapy today. Well, he came to my therapy session upon the request of my therapist. I guess she wanted to know about this guy I’m blindly and stupidly head over heels for. We talked for the whole hour. He did a lot of the talking and she talked Read more

  • There’s Going to be a Wedding (just not mine)…

    There’s Going to be a Wedding (just not mine)…

    I got ordained a couple of years ago so I could perform my daughter’s wedding. She wanted something small and intimate and basically told me that I probably wasn’t going to be invited since they weren’t inviting anyone. But, I could get ordained and come do the ceremony. And so, I went online and was Read more

  • Couples Counseling is Not Marriage Counseling

    Couples Counseling is Not Marriage Counseling

    My therapist asked me last week if Flea Market guy and I would consider couples therapy. I always had a picture in my mind that couples therapy was really marriage therapy. And since we aren’t married, it seemed like a foreign concept to me. We got on the topic because she asked me how satisfied Read more

  • The Big Break

    The Big Break

    I guess it’s safe to say I took a break from writing. Whenever I’m mentally in a weird place, I pull away from the keyboard in an effort to not add anymore negativity in the world. But a lot has happened since I left. I’m still seeing Flea Market Guy most days. We have an Read more

  • Trying Not To Feel Guilty

    Trying Not To Feel Guilty

    I went to a counselor today. A mental health counselor. It wasn’t planned. I woke up and had already planned on going to work late because I had to take my mom to an appointment. I came out of the gas station, coffee in hand, and saw a text message that the appointment had been Read more

  • A Lost Friend

    A Lost Friend

    It’s been a while since I’ve written anything. Well, I guess I should say it’s been a while since I’ve posted anything. I feel like I’ve written a lot, just never finished anything or gotten around to hitting the publish button. I think the last thing I posted was about my friend losing her shit Read more