• He Smells Like Christmas

    He Smells Like Christmas

    I’ve seen Bumble guy every day since Saturday. On Sunday, I sent him a good morning text. He replied with a good morning of his own and offered breakfast. Of course, I said yes. Who turns down breakfast? Only a crazy person. After breakfast, we parted ways because I had a list of stuff to… Read more

  • A Glitch in the Matrix

    A Glitch in the Matrix

    After my date with Bumble guy Saturday morning, I went to my side gig of slinging nachos at the football game. I got there two hours early and had to help prep. At first, I was just coring tomatoes which is pretty safe even for someone like me. Then I was told to cut the… Read more

  • A Surprisingly Good Date

    A Surprisingly Good Date

    I worked at a high school football game on Friday night. I have this little side gig where I sell nachos at ball games. The pay is good and the work is fun. It’s usually a win-win situation. Friday, I worked. Got home late and went to bed. I had to be up early on… Read more

  • Things Do Look Up

    Things Do Look Up

    This week at work, I’ve been stressing myself trying to be perfect at my job. I know it’s just a job and I know in the big scheme of things it is just a grain of sand in the ocean. But to me, it’s my thing right now. And it’s kind of the only thing… Read more

  • Trying to Finish What I Start… Unless it’s a Relationship

    Trying to Finish What I Start… Unless it’s a Relationship

    I still am not feeling 100% about life, but I did decide that I needed to surround myself with some creative folks again. I’m going to start going back to the dance/performance group that I was in at the beginning of the year. I stopped because I couldn’t really afford the fees and I just… Read more

  • I Cried at Work & Unboyfriend

    I Cried at Work & Unboyfriend

    I cried today. At work. I’m not usually a perfectionist. At least not in my own life, but when I work for someone else, I feel like I always need to be going at 110% and I feel like I can’t fuck up. And I’m usually not terribly emotional.  But at work, if I do… Read more